Archive for February, 2006

The Day I Said Goodbye

Saturday, February 18th, 2006

How could this happen to me?

I made a mistake by pushing myself through you..

I thought there was a chance..

But I guess there ain’t nothing I can do..

Could this be love?

Deep down inside..

Tearin’ me apart..

I feel it in my heart..

CONSTANTLY..

you’re on my mind

thinkin’ bout you all the time

i can’t sleep

no matter what i do

i just keep on thinkin bout you………

It hurtz deep inside

When you know he won’t ever be yours..

When you know there’s no  hope

Yet you still push through his doors

i’ve not seen him for such a long time now

yet he’s still the one that my heart beats

he’ll always be the air that i’d prefer to breathe in

although you have another with you

i don’t think i’ll ever give up

no matter how much it’d hurt

no matter how deep the wound

i know it will be cured

by the only remedy left i know

coz if you won’t be the cure,

then i think i shall choose

TIME

as time would pass, scars are left behind…

SCARS

remind us that the past is real..

i am numb..

numb..

i am numb..

numb..

i can’t feel anyone anymore..

so i tear my heart open just to feel…

so that i can love again..

to free myself from all these pain..

to free myself!!!!

thatz what i want…

to stop locking up myself to some guy

SOME guy who doesn’t even know me

SOME guy whom i’ve not seen

i really have to tear my heart open just to feel..

BUT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!

i can’t tear it!!!!

for you are inside it!!!!!!!!!

but i must break free from you right?

there’s one question remaining in my head..

when will be

THE DAY I SAID GOODBYE?

FAM (VI)