Archive for September, 2006

i quit..

Saturday, September 30th, 2006

im sorry..
toni
ate roselle
ate charry
ate marj
ate divine
kuya edson
ate myla
ate tere
kuya gem
elaine
etc..

(jagurrrr pood di..he doesn’t even care..la lang good..)

i feel so uninspired..
please consider..

the truth

Saturday, September 23rd, 2006

i have been hiding what i feel about you
because i am way too scared to confront you
i can never handle a situation personally..
and because of this, i get angry at you..
i even think i get tantrums..
what should i do?
you’re so manhid kasi..
you don’t care about what i feel anymore because you have this new friend..
okay lang sana if you have new friends..
pero sana these new friends won’t replace the old ones (like me)..
i trusted you with all my soul that you would take care of our friendship the way i do..
pero binigo mo ako..
it hurts talaga eh..

we collide paths which is the reason why it’s hard for me to ignore you..
tapos, we belong in the same group which makes it harder for me..
then when i see you, i’m reminded of the past..
nakakainis!!!
nakakabaliw!!!
nakakapagod!!!
it’s soOo()<>0 kaka!!!

hahay..

i want to tell her badly but i just end up NOT doing so…
i even argue or stand against what she says now..
which definitely not my thing..

i mean whateverrr!!!
argg!!!

what did i do?
did i take advantage of our friendship?
did i do something to you that made you mad? that you plan to take me back for it?

ewan ko!!

CURSES!!!!!!!!

tapos when you’re around and start to pansin me like the way you do before, i start to like you again..
then would think na okay na tayo..
like the past is coming back..
pero everytime you walk away from me and leave me once more in the corner,
i would feel betrayed and then i’d start getting angry or stuff like that..

bastah!!

oh yeah,

happy birthday nga pala..^_^
hope maging mature kana..
mature enough to realize the catastrophic things you’ve done to US..

9/23/2006