the obsessions of the m/

and so i felt depressed
when you felt depressed

i felt happiness
and so did you

is it just me
or is it fate
or just fantasy

dreaming of times
when fate, fantasy and destiny were true
when anything was possible
remembering those times
when our tandem was unstoppable

i am sorry
i betrayed
i didn’t trust
i played
on you
on US
on every single moments we had
i am sorry

when i see you again this summer
i promise to make everything better

i am sorry
i am sorry

i know you like me
and you’ll forgive me

but you don’t love me

when i feel depressed
do you too?

you feel happiness
(with someone else)
and so i try to feel it too..

i thought i knew you

i wanted to be with you always

it is because i trusted you more than him

i hated him because of what you told me

you destroyed him!

but now that i know the truth (that you’re just like him),

now that i’ve seen it,

now that i’ve been through it,

i shall feel the same towards you..

you don’t trust me

you should’ve said that a long ago

so that i wouldn’t expect from you

so that i won’t trust you too

now you’re like a shadow

you try to find ways to get through to me

but i won’t let that happen

because you are only a shadow—-

you can follow me but you can’t get past me..

i cannot run from you

but i can hide in the dark

i will be what i was in front of you 15 years ago

but with a different face

a different name

a different scar

hahaha..

you won’t even notice it.

now is the right time for you to not trust me

but i can’t not love you for not trusting me

maybe you want to protect me

in a suffocating way

i hate shadows

especially my cursed one

so help me God!

21st century song…meaning, mga latest hits na inuulit-ulit kong kantahin..

mr. brightside-the killers

cake songs

hands down, vindicated-dashboard confessional

barely breathing, half life-duncan shiek

one good reason, i miss you, anthem part 2-blink182

the ghost of you, helena, welcome to the black parade, famous last words, i don’t love you-my chemical romance

jeepney, nakapagtataka, she don’t-spongecola

think of laura, so slow-mymp

sorry na-parokya ni edgar

naked, fall to pieces, girlfriend-avril lavigne

mata, minamalas-mojofly

panalangin-moonstar88

loneliness-laura pausini

the chronicles of life and death, a ghost of you-good charlotte

cry me a river-justine timberlake

unbreakable, diary, karma, my boo, if i ain’t got you-alicia keys

caught up, my boo-usher

bakit part 2-mayonnaise

just a girl, exgirlfriend-no doubt

rich girl-gwen stefani

i know, i found a way-drake bell

my dad the rock star theme song

forgetful lucy-adam sandler

someone’s watching over me, the math-hilary duff

all i want is you today-southborder

martyr nyebera, girlfriend, chiksilog, narda-kamikazee

jimmy, time of your life, holiday, basket case-greenday

sunday morning-maroon5

unwritten, these words-natasha bedingfield

all i’ve got-the used

fix you, the scientist-coldplay

waltz-hale

love song for no one, no such thing, your body is a wonderland-john mayer

cater to you-destiny’s child

irreplaceable-beyonce knowles

yea.. i know some of ‘em are obsolete but hey, didn’t you realize that you only notice things when they start to fade away..or worse..when they’re gone! hahaha..

nuthin’ much to say..

cater to you-destiny’s child