the obsessions of the m/

I felt the sun’s rays touch my cheek and it felt so warm again. After all the cold summer nights and the darkness that I’ve been through, there was absolutely no way I was gon’ to trade the beautyand warmth that I felt on that very morning. But the feeling didn’t last long. For in my mind, a flash of memory came back..

The scenic place was there again. The lake was serene and it was evergreen. It’s so beautiful that it hurt so bad. Oh, and there it is! The tree where he wrote the most undefying words that I’ve encountered in my whole life!

FAM LOVES JANAH

Oh such sweet words! But what a terrible lie!

The birds were chirping and the leaves were rustling. The sound was calm as he passed by. He looked at me and I smiled at him.
No words can define the spark that started on the first day of school. I sat down by a tree in the mini Sunken Garden of our school and the next thing I knew, I was grinning at everything I saw. My day was complete and I was glowing with the radiance of the sun.

——-to be continued———-

nine_punXxX:
    i rule
    i roc
    i don’t want you
    you suck
    i hate men
    and all its kinds
    i love women
    who can be men in their minds
    so who’s to tell me
    what i should dress like
    i won’t be the lady
    for i am psych!
    i won’t care
    if you won’t care
    i won’t care
    if you blackmail to scare
    i won’t care
    if you like me
    i won’t care
    if you don’t like me
    don’t go on trying to stop me from changing
    this is what i’ve been wanting
    a lifetime consideration
    take note:
    this is not a rebellion
 
houdini
    now you see me,
    next time you don’t
    i can show you my face
    but my feelings, i won’t
    i can escape from reality
    i can escape from the world
    i am houdini
    the escape artist and lord

fuEgo
    the egos of the f*cking
    the fire within him
    you’ll feel it burning
    you’ll feel it blazing!
    stupid and dumb and a jackhead
    cursed and reversed
    again and again and again
    the fire repeats the cursed verse

dark angel
    travels within the night
    serene yet unkind
    be careful of what you speak
    for you won’t feel the "weak"
    behind them is a brawler
    a bloody destroyer
    those who try to come near
    shall fear
    the vain
    the pain
    and the penetration of a haunting spear

hityltily
    insipired
    and
    expired
    unsure of what to say
    when everyday
    is a new day
    of flattery,
    love,
    hope,
    and comfort..
    stupid, i know
    but lies are sweet
    who’s to resist?
    especially when he starts singin’..
        have i told you lately that i love you?